Unfortunately I have not got anywhere on the job front so far. Likely because of my big gap of what seems like I have done nothing with the time spent on the path of recovery in rehab. But I'm going to get my head into something whether it be job, voluntary work or education. Something to just get my head focused on something positive. Rather than Cancer and my ED.
In very good news today is 450 days FREE of overdosing!!!! Bear in mind I used to take them multiple times a week, I'm doing hella AWESOME if I do say so myself. And to add to that I rarely even get a thought enter my mind to even do it, let alone act on those thoughts. My next goal is to get to 500 days, and I know I can do it.
Even more awesome news is that my closest friend who is in rehab has got it approved for me to visit her. So we are meeting up on Saturday in her closest city and we have 4 hours together. I am beyond EXCITED!!! We have not seen each other for about 18 months, so I am absolutely thrilled as is she. There will be a staff member there as I've never visited but that don't bother me, I'm more than used to hospital staff.
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