Things aren't the best right now. My dads cancer has progressed a lot in the past month. To the point where now they say he only has weeks to live. And I whole-heartedly believe them. He is fading fast, day by day he is getting weaker and his body is shutting down.
It's all very sad to watch. When your father cannot even hold a conversation with you because he is so confused. When you have to hold a cup whilst it's in his hands so he doesn't drop it because he shakes so much. When you hug him and he's wearing three layers just to stay warm, yet you can still feel every bone in his back.
When essentially you feel like you have already lost him before he has actually passed.
It's heartbreaking.
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